The Prayer

A prayer i learn't when i was going through so called rehab. A prayer i decided was bullshit and over the year realized that it was a lot more meaningful in so many different situations than i had ever expected.

anyway, God grant me the serenity 
to accept the things I cannot change; 
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.

I think this prayer is perfect and without a doubt a prayer than can be useful for anyone; and it doesn't have to be a prayer but it can be a life saying, a way of life, something to calm us down or keep our spirit up. something to help us focus in moments of weakness or struggle, when we feel like all is forgotten and there isn't anywhere else we can turn.

I often recite myself this poem when i feel like things are going badly, like i don't know where to turn to. like i don't know how to change things. it gives me strength and a way to for just a moment get out of the situation that i can't seem to handle or control. And i know that life isn't about control but "going with the flow but in times when things get so heavy i easily loose sight.

We all lose sight in difficult moments, which is why we usually turn to the people we love but there are moments when we can"t turn to the people we love and so we have to look into ourselves and find our own solution and it's never easy, but in the end it gives us strength. hmm strength.

this is definitely something that needs to be continued.

so long for now.